Showing posts with label CB Bryan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label CB Bryan. Show all posts

December 1, 2015

yucca babe

By CB Bryan
White Sands
October 22, 2015


The orange slice in the desert. Dried yucca blossom seed carrier. Tightly packed in rows of 52 per slice, the black babies pour out once the sun gets too bright and the wind too strong. Or some unknown subject -- maybe a girl with a weird hat and sunburned shoulders -- plucks them from their mama, the tall yucca plant.

Desert watermelon, fruit salad love party. Perfect section to refresh after long hike with nowhere to go.

Interesting carved wooden boat. I wanna make a model outta you! Out of wood and maybe wool.

Bees buzz around chamisa nearby as dark thunder clouds roll in -- above the weird girl, who seeks refuge behind buzzing bush.










November 15, 2015

mobile gravy #bigbendtx

By CB Bryan
Big Bend 
October 20, 2015

Mobile gravy rolled through Austin, Marfa and now we’re at the Big Bend State Park in West Texas.

The students from Land Arts of the American west were surprised to see us at breakfast, (usually they cook food for one another) but this time we served them some of our brand new menu options.

















Mobile Gravy co-operator and cook -- CB talks to Annee, a Land Arts participant about her favorite options from our brand new menu!


















One Land Arts participant, Rotxie snaps a photo of her Toast with our signature ‘Rainbow Gravy’ side! Thanks, Rotxie!!


















Our wonderful supporters in #bigbendtx



















Co-operator and cook, Kacie serves an avocado citrus salad with a side of sushi and a wheatgrass elixir.


















The Henel Reading room -- dedicated to our friend and occasional driver Ryan


Thanks for such a great pitstop, Land Arts 2k15! Our next stop is Albuquerque, NM!

Mobile Gravy

By Kacie Erin Smith
Big Bend
October 20, 2015


























CB and I served breakfast in Big Bend as ‘Mobile Gravy.’ We enlisted the cargo van to stage this collaborative painting project as a pop-up food truck. Fellow Land Artists could order from the menu below and were served these colorful displays, taped to bowls of real granola. We then ate up and sipped coffee perched above the banks of the Rio.

















































Inside the food truck.




























We painted and stenciled the plates, sides, elixirs, and table runner in our Arroyo Studio.

November 9, 2015

el vado lago not too largo but maybe this year

By CB Bryan
El Vado 
September 18, 2015

I felt tears in my eyes upon arrival back to Albuquerque from our first trip -- so much newness and suddenly a return to the daily grind and the place where I know the most and perhaps the least. It became a week of hussle and bussle, lots of artist talks and conversations surrounding art and the impending climate change, trips to Lowe’s and late night visits with old friends and new. I waited until the last minute to pack my bags and felt totally unprepared on our launching date as we set off to Bill Gilbert’s cabin on El Vado Lake.

The lake is at the fullest that anyone who has experienced its muddy shores has seen in years. We settled into the new atmosphere with lingering Albuquerque stresses but relaxed as were greeted with a wrap-around cabin porch -- a perfect sunset viewing stage.

I came here with the intention to paint, but I also think I came here with the intention to be by myself and have an excuse to get away from the magnetic center that is base camp. So involved! Collaborative and sarcastic and socially vibrant. Snacks and no productivity. I could spend the whole day shootin’ the shit -- which makes for a fun afternoon but also, occasionally makes me miserable.

I  talked to Jenn and Kathleen Jesse, Beau  Carey and my dad (JB) and I built this thing that all four have used and come to understand. This “wengerian easel.” All four of these mentors are part of a long tradition involving  taped coroplast and plywood which allows for a small outside painting studio.

I strapped this large hulking rectangle to my back with the help of an old external frame backpack circa REI, 1980s (a small tribute to my time as an outdoor clothing specialist.) The backpack easel is much more bulky than any french easel and it makes walking under trees a brand new experience.









October 25, 2015

potty paintings

By CB Bryan
Valle Vidal
September 29, 2015


I put my paintings up in the west pit latrine of the Valle Vidal campsite. There amongst the buzzing flies and the smell of human waste, four paintings hung for around seven hours.






I have an intensely hard time showing and displaying work. I often feel embarrassed or guarded when faced with the prospect of showing my paintings to others. On the other hand, the thought of sharing makes me work harder. In Valle Vidal, I found that I was more driven once I had given myself the task of hanging these little guys in the campground. The setting allowed for my fellow land artists to see what I had been doing as well as for those who I did not know to see something totally out of the ordinary. Now I am on to the next bathroom/ “stranger than strange” gallery. 

October 24, 2015

hope within a small piñon sapling

By CB Bryan
Four Corners 
September 24, 2015

The round cylinders of the fracking sites we visited are painted the exact green of the piñon trees in the surrounding hills. This is piñon picking season and the small roadside stands which have sold melon will now sell small bags of these tiny brown nuts. This is life. The nuts come from the trees which come from the ground which grow with help from sunlight and water. We eat the piñon and get that which the tree has gotten and thus we are one with the tree -- then the ground, the water, the light. It is in all of us. It is maybe in the fracking sites as well. For they are here -- situated next to the trees, planted in the ground -- using the same sacred water and the same sun which breathes life into everything beats down as they access the natural gas hundreds of feet below. The process is laden with sound. You can feel it through your entire body as it seems to access every part of you, eventually becoming a low background drone.























We visited sites with Etta Arviso and our host Larry Emerson. As we looked out on the mesas near Nageezi, dotted with piñons with that drilling sound in our ears, Etta gave a prayer. She pointed to a small piñon sapling -- so small you had to get down low to get it in its entirety. This little tree, born in the wake of such tragedy, is a sign of hope -- continued life. Etta knelt down next to it to sprinkle an offering of corn pollen and say a prayer in Navajo. As she did this a small herd of cows emerged from the road and circled around us.  In this moment I felt something and I can’t necessarily explain it but it rang through my ears and overpowered any other sound. My skin felt hot with the sun’s rays and all I could do was look deep into the hills -- asking them for their loving arms, as well as their forgiveness for what I feel is an immense environmental injustice. Why are we fracturing the Earth? Why are we mining on land that is not rightfully ours to mine? Why are we not listening to those directly affected by these invasive acts? Etta’s words are powerful and wise but within them you can feel pain. Within our host, Larry Emerson there is pain. Pain that I felt as well as we toured areas for resource extraction. This interaction is not something I have in my daily life. But it is constant in the areas that we visited. We are very fortunate to be tourists in this area.


October 15, 2015

Song of the River

Song of the River
By CB Bryan



Can you hear that? There is a slight and soft rushing, pushing its way over all other sounds – birds, rustling, voices from camp – all become background. Every evening I walk from our warm cook tent to my own tent, just south of the group’s and under a cottonwood tree. As I walk I sing to myself, alerting the nearby nocturnal animals of my incoming presence. As I sing, a new sound slowly infiltrates my song and the gentle call of the nearby river takes over to offer another voice as I pass through a tall thicket of coyote willow, some dried sunflowers and poison ivy. This song of the river is a force, which awakens me from sleep and calls me to its waters.



This is the Gila River, with headwaters located in southern New Mexico, which flow in to Arizona then out into the Gulf of Mexico. The headwaters are a special place, the last undammed section of river in the state. This will soon change if a proposed diversion project is executed. This is reason I am writing to you. The Gila River is threatened. Nothing is set in stone, but we feel that we have an obligation to protect and inspire conservation for the cycles of life that we have not known yet.


We are – the Land Arts of the American West, a group based out of the University of New Mexico’s art and ecology program. We have traveled from Albuquerque to sites in Utah, Arizona and New Mexico. The Gila River valley has been our home for the past five days as we’ve worked collaboratively with local individuals to immerse ourselves in the art of basketry, natural material gathering and the ecology of the area.

We tromped in the waters off of Turkey Creek trail, finding pools of fish under insect casings with geologic crust that spans all of our lifetimes combined. Led by new friends from the area, Carol Fugagli and Orien McDonald, we became intimate with the footsteps of many – both human and nonhuman – which have called this area home. Through Carol and Orien we came to know the Gila as “not just an entity [but] a living organism” and because of that, we found that it needs room just as all rivers and things need room –“ to swell and move, recede and channelize,”(Carol Fugagli 2015) to breathe. By diverting and damming a river you constrain this breath, loosing some of the things that we have found so special within the wilderness.


Humans have built canals and dams to “straighten” the flows of rivers and harness a their natural energy, their breath. In the city where I grew up, Albuquerque, the local river has been under outside stress since the 1930’s when human intervention brought “order” by preventing floods, building supermarkets and housing developments over bends and historic currents. My childhood home was built on the floodplain of the Rio Grande river, old and unused – if the Rio flooded and moved as it would – my history, my home would be no more. The control of the river has caused some major issues such as species endangerment, native plant loss and invasive species influx. These issues may prevail but they still do not stop the song of the river. The tiny feet that run across its banks every summer or the myriad of hands that are involved to monitor and conserve the Rio’s life force during the fall and spring.


You might be wondering, “Why might I care about this?” How best to take further steps to investigate this matter, or matters like it across the world. In many ways this is a local issue, but in many more it is a global one. The “why should you care” could maybe be something about us not just being individualized egoists but parts of a larger whole or maybe something about “everything being connected.” All of that seems too cliché or too silly. I want to give heartache to everyone, a love for a mountain or a little stream behind the house you grew up in. I know in my own heart that everyone has a memory attached to a place and a love that grows out of that recollection. We have spent the last five days in this place, which may or may not already be known and experienced to some. But I can assure you that now it is, for all thirteen of us have dunked our heads in the waters and woven ourselves into the thickets of willow and the pathways of this Turkey creek wilderness. The “why you should care” should be based on your own memories of love. Every place has a song – the Gila River has its own that has been kicking around in my head during our time here. I’m sure there is a song somewhere in yours.

I cannot seem to write enough words or descriptions to share how I see this river, or any river for that matter. My desire to protect the Gila River comes from my own love for another river and I think that we can each find a place within ourselves to call to for inspiration. If you do not know the Gila then at least know your own local beauty and think about what life would be like without it.

September 19, 2015

sitting in a horse trough: thoughts of water

By CB Bryan
Cebolla Canyon
September 5, 2015

Spending the day in a horse trough -- feeling supported and surrounded. I take the time to study the way the rust builds up on the sides and how the metal bottom has filled with gravel. A few plants grow here and there but for the most part this is an oasis from the prickly “ouchie” plants that pop up all around the enclosure.



















Yellow-grey skies and slight drizzle offer relief. Raindrops land on my watercolor painting and create speckled indents in the rusty browns and terra cottas I’m using to grasp the edge of this solid cylinder.

I am constantly thinking of water. The drizzle could fill this vessel and soak my belongings -- but it won’t. The arroyo could flood and wash away the performance that I did with friends the night before. But it won’t. We brought 26 five-gallon jugs of water and that was a lot. Kacie writes, “only 8 jugs left” on the board in the kitchen urging us to be conscious of our usage -- we still have three days to go. I think about this sitting in the trough, where I feel focused finally. I have sat here for two hours and in that time paid close attention to the smaller things around me -- the variations in color of both the rusted side and the sandy bottom. All the colors that come together to create “tan” or “brown.” I think of all that water and how it could come together to fill me in this shallow basin.



















Ghosts of all the layers of settlement filter in and out during this two-hour period. They occupy the trickle of water nearby, where there are shards of pottery and glass -- all the years blending into one broken vessel scattered and left across acres of grassy valley, no longer able to support the trickle of water coming down to meet me at the edge of my rusted horse trough.